Wow Christmas has come and gone. I don't want to say it was a okay Christmas but I guess I will never get use to not having all my kids together for Christmas.
Of course Tiffani and Chris could not be home because we are waiting the arrival of "little man"
3 more weeks until he is due, but who knows when he will make is debut .
Bradley has been home for 2 weeks and i don't think I have seen him more than 3 hours at a time. My only hope is that one day his family will become important again. I miss my little boy.....
Bill is about to change jobs so I am a little nervous , I am not used to this ,we have had the same job for 26 years so I just cant feel comfortable about the whole thing.
This year has been full of more changes than I think we have had in our life time. So my prayer is that next year will calm down and be uneventful .
Again and again I will try to focus my health and get back in shape. I wish I had a work out buddy but I really don't have any friends I hang out with who would do that with me. As for Bill doing it with me well we all know the answer to that..
So I will just have to pull up my boot stapes get tough and do it on my own!!! This will be the year I stop trying to make everyone else happy and work on me.

Christmas 2008

4 daya Until Christmas

4 days until Christmas...I just started shopping yesterday,but I am almost done . We are just giving to the Grand kids this year with only small gives to the BIG kids.
I will be eating my last meals today until Christmas Eve. I will be preparing for my big test on the 24th.
Just found out yesterday that Bradley wants to stay in Virginia to go to school instead of going back to California.... Not sure how I feel about that ... I just want him to succeed and I am not sure if being home is better or worst.

Grandma Rickie

Christmas Countdown & MySpace Layouts

10 days until Christmas.....I don't know why but I just can't get in the Christmas spirit this year. There is a lot of things going on so I guess its just all getting me down. BUT I will get through it Christmas this year I hope will truly a Christmas of love and the spirit of family. Bradley came home last night and he looks so skinny ! And of course the new hippy look. I love him more than life its self but God give me patients!!! I found out Friday I get to spend Christmas Eve morning in the hospital doing a test that should have been done last year but because of a mis communication I was never called to get more testing done so now Christmas Eve is the day.. Now ...if you ask Tiffani or Jennifer it will be good because now I will not be stressing out on Christmas Eve because I will be druged out......